I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart:

I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart:
I am, I am, I am.

Saturday, 25 September 2010

College!

I've been at college for a few weeks now and it's fine, that just it fine really. I love English Language & Literature due to my very enthusiastic, slightly mental, teacher (: H e makes me want to read ahead and know the answers to all of the questions he quizzes me with. Everyone is kind of quiet in my class so I don't feel overshadowed by any big personalities.

I love my Film Studies class equally, I have one of my best friends sitting next to me during this year at least, so it was easier to get into it because I have someone to crack little jokes to without feeling like I'm being judged. The teacher is lovely, I didn't get the best first impression of her but she has definitely softened up and grown on me, she hasn't been in for the past three lessons though, so I feel like we're behind in the course compared to some of the other classes. The boy who sits opposite me in film studies seems so nice, strangely the thing that drew me to him was the ice breaker exercise we did; Carolyn, the teacher, told us to think of a word that sums us up as a person, I panicked, had no clue what to say and said 'Nervous Sophie' Dick -.- Then when it got around to him he called himself 'Useless Tom' I just wanted to give him a hug :) I found out his last name and added him on Facebook, I've since developed a little obsession with him.

Sociology and Psychology are okay, nothing special, I expected Psychology to be a lot more interesting, Sociology is a bore regardless, but I've found solace in a boy called Spencer, he's lovely and in both of these classes with me. We get along like a house on fire, he's the only person I've come close to calling a friend in college. I haven't really connected with anyone else, I want to connect with Tom, but I'm not sure that will happen :/ I can wish right?

Two of my friends have all the same free lessons as me, it's nice to always have someone to sit with when I need to, but I'd also like to be able to sit in the library alone and read, or do some studying, as nerdy as that is, it's true. I like sitting in the library, it's quiet, peaceful.

Thankfully I haven't had any major mishaps or embarrassments as of yet, but my time will come, it always does. I hope to make some friends, and hopefully steal the heart of the boy from my Film Studies class. :)