Maths, Hanami and Shit Novels.

I am currently re-sitting my Maths GCSE because I didn't get the B grade that I need. So I am studying for that, but maths and I, aren't the best if friends to say the least. Every time I look at the questions I'm supposed to know how to answer I feel sick, frustrated and want to break down. Maths is the main cause of my stress at the moment.

I've just started a new project in Textiles; Ceremonies. I chose to do Hanami; a Japanese celebration or appreciation, if you like, of flowers, in particular the Cherry Blossom, also known as Sakura. Because I've chosen the subject of the project and it's something I want to do I'm more motivated to actually put some effort into the work.

I was really up and down today; I started the day neutral, then at lunch I had a giddy episode, then in Maths I got all depressed and shit, like thinking about my life and how I'm going to make nothing of myself if I fuck up this Maths GCSE, I'm going to end up in either, an office doing monotonous filing work, or in an underground studio writing novels that nobody will ever read.

Anyhoozle rantage over. I'm not going to bang on about my feelings for much longer because I don't particularly enjoy typing on this keyboard -.-