I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart:

I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart:
I am, I am, I am.

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Birthday's, Michael Jackson, and Schedules.

It's Dad's birthday today, also the day Hayley got her insurance, so she can drive now, also the day MICHAEL JACKSON DIED!!!!
Oh my goodness, I was so shocked! I couldn't believe it. Gutted to the people who bought tickets for his O2 Tour.
Devon is coming up sooooon. :D
One of Ashleigh's presents has arrived. :D I just need to go to Waterstones to buy her a Rob Pattinson book because she is obsessed :D I have drawn a pic of her :D Hopefully she likes it all. :D
Egypt is also coming up!!!
Ellie's birthday is coming up soon aswell. I'm going to get her a book. :D

This has been all over the place, but I'm tired I'll probably post a more organised one tomorrow. I cba right now. :D

Trek - 27th June
Devon - 3rd-7th July
Ashleigh's Birthday - 6th july
Egypt - 13th - 27th August
Ellie's Birthday - 22th August.


Thursday, 18 June 2009

Fashion Shows, Physics, and Distressed Friends.

I went to a fashion show today with our textiles class. It was really good all of the designs were amazing, they were designed and made by students at the college. There were about 3-6 pieces in every collection, each one had a name. It was awesome. It definitely inspired me, and made me want to make something beautiful when it comes to my final piece. I got to wear my own clothes rather than uniform which made me feel at ease :D
Physics GCSE tomorrow :S I have done no revision and I'm slightly worried. I am going to do half an hour exercise then do revision. ¬¬ I hate physics, damn formulae and shit >.<
Mum's in Spain which means I will not be getting up properly or eating properly. I have realised how reliant I am on her. It's quite bad really. Hayley is doing most of the things Mum does now. God forbid, if I lived on my own haha.
Oh my goodness, I have just been speaking to an old friend, he just told me how he broke down and cut his wrists. I don't know whats going on.

Monday, 15 June 2009

Healthy Eating, Career Paths, and Crazy Storms.

Me and Jade decided at school today that we are going to be healthy :D We are not going to snack, (if we do it will be apples or other such fruit :D ) We are going to get healthy :D Yay!
Anyhoo, I have my Statistics exam tomorrow, it's going to be a bitch. I'll probably do quite badly but not fail hoppefully.. I don't really need it but it would be nice to not look like a retard to the college interviewers. I wont bother revising, I can;t be bothered to be honest, plus I have nothing to revise from, because I took hardly any notes in class. Oops, but it's okay because I don't really care..
I went to Paul's house yesterday to talk about my career, it's early to think about it yet but you have to start somewhere right :D Strangely he kind of reminds me of Horace Slughorn in that he has connections and he gets people who he thinks has potential into the business, which is pretty sweet as for me to be honest. :D He is going to take me to Scotland Yard hopefully sometime in the near future :D It's going to be amazing :D He said eventually I might be able to witness a post-mortem. Which will be amazing. :D I can't wait. He told me to research what grades I would need and stuff like that, and to get back to him as soon as I know :D I might do that now actually...
I had an uneventful day at school. Nothing happened. I stayed behind in textiles because I need to catch up, I presented a few pages, but I need to present my photos, and draw the peacock feather ¬¬
The weather has been so nuts today, it was so hot this morning, then towards the end of school it felt muggy, and I could feel a storm coming. Then it hit! Oh my goodness, the thunder was so loud! Then it was sunny again, it laid off for about an hour then it came back harder, huge hail stones, loads of rain, almost deafening thunder, lightning. I was weeing myself haha. It's still raining now, the clouds are pretty much black still.
I played Sims 3 when I got in :D Went on myspace VampireFreaks etc. :D
I am not looking forward to stats tomorrow ¬¬

Thursday, 11 June 2009

Parties, Lame Shows, and Damn Exams >.>

It was Hayley's 19th birthday yesterday. Me and Mum got her £50 River Island vouchers and she got loads of money. We went out for a fammo meal and had a nice time tbh :) Tomorrow is the big party. Could be eventful. I'm inviting Ashleigh of course. :) Lots of Hayley's friends are going, and their boyfriends. So there is going to be quite a few people. I think me and Ashleigh will probably just stay in my room playing Sims 3 :)
Talking of Sims 3, it is amazing, just as I expected. :) I wont start to explain the amazing-ness because we could be here for a while. XD
Today at school we went on this lame ass trip about university. I want to go to uni, I always have. Here's the story, about 5 fully grown adults put on a (shitty) show posing as teenagers, which was pretty condescending, because they were all talking slang and being generally ridiculous. Not all teenagers are idiotic enough to be that way, that aggravated me. The show included a woman that looked so much like a guy it wasn't even funny, Gandalf the Grey, the eye of Sauron, Puss in Boots, Beyonce... You get the picture right. They were trying to be 'hip' and 'down with the kids' but they FAILED! I was in shock the whole time. I would have rather them give me a lecture, I would have learned more. It was ridiculous and a waste of my time. I missed History revision for that! We were supposed to have history revision class during the time that we were at the trip. I wouldn't have gone, but the trip was compulsory >.<>
So we got back, I went to maths then textiles and went to history revision at lunch. The only reason there were two revison classes was because of the exam at 2:00pm. So we missed out of precious revision time for some lame show which nobody learned anything from.
The exam was okay, but I was just so tired from being on a coach all day really and working it was hard to concentrate on the questions. So I don't think I have done very well. :S Oh well, to be honest I think I am beyond caring now.

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

Post-Mortems, Sharm el Shaikh, and History Exams.

I was going to audition for the school play today, I had a one minute monologue and a verse and a chorus from a song prepared, I had put my name on the audition list. Then I find out that you have to do a dance-workshop!! Uhm no, I don't think so. So I just didn't turn up, thanks for telling me! Nothing eventful happened at school really..
I got home, and checked my phone, I had a text from Dad about his friend Paul, (I had been talking to him about wanting to become a Crime Scene Investigator) he works in New Scotland Yard, so he said possibly on Sunday I might be able to go down to his lab and he will introduce me to everyone which I am excited about. He said that if I am really serious about becoming involved with the crime lab then he would see if I could witness a post-mortem!! I was ecstatic. I would love to witness a post-mortem. So I was happy about that.
I called Ashleigh when I was sure she was out of work, she said she was coming round with her Mum to talk about Egypt :) It's all booked now, we are going for two weeks to Sharm el Shaikh, I think that is how you spell it.. Anyway, I told Ashleigh about the post-mortem thing, she was totally happy for me, and a little jealous haha. Dad has already given Mum the money for the holiday so I'm pretty much set to go in August, the 13th to be precise :D
History exam tomorrow! I feel like I'm pretty well prepared, I didn't revise tonight, but I couldn't be bothered.. Hopefully I'll pass with flying colours.. ha. I can hope.